Reality of being 26

Dear readers, 

I have never been so lonely in my life, but this year hits different.

It all start back in May, when my childhood best friend got married. 

well all of my friend are married but this friend of mine is more special than the other. 

she was there when I got bullied during my Primary school days

She was there when we both got our PMR and SPM result. 

We went to different university, but every time we went back to our hometown we would go hangout at  McDonald's for hours

Basically we were best buddies! 

When she got married, I feel like , I'm losing her. 

I can't call her anytime that I want, because she's someone's wife now.

I was totally happy with her new chapter in life, but mine? I feel stagnant. Like my life is not progressing. 

I'm still struggling to finish my studies 

And also, I just got ghosted by a male friend whom has been a great tutor for my studies since PMR. 

Which I don't know why, we were at good terms but he just disappeared. 

but it's okay, that was his decision after all. 

I will be okay, 

" What to come is better than what has gone by" Quran 93:4